Departmental Christmas Dinner At Mestizo

2 Hamleys at Regent Street
Originally uploaded by 汝軒.

On Hampstead Road, London

the wrong bus
late arrival

Mexican food
3 course dinner
15 pounds
nice shot of tequila afterwards

Darvany - buttercup song singing along
the Isreal Guy

Taxi back home

Enjoyable~

溝通渠道 Means of Communication

Little holes of secrets...
Originally uploaded by 汝軒.

有時候，看見 MSN 上的名字及 PERSONAL MESSAGE 或 BLOG 上的 ENTRIES，人們總常常在有意無意間明示暗示某些意思給特定的人。舉一個非常極端的例子：「今天我見到了喜歡的人……」，寫的人明知那個他／她今天見的人是會看見這個 personal msg 或 blog entry 的，為甚麼還要這樣「間接地」表白？另一個朋友 F 的實例：「如果而家有人速遞雪糕俾我食.. 我會.. hoohoo」如果有人真的做了你想得到的，你又會如何反應？

〔註：如果你寫此句的原意並不是想得到某君的行動，請原諒我的不體諒。可是有太多時候人們都是滿腹心思地／不自覺地做著這種暗示的行為和心理活動，你這一句未免使我有機可乘地把你對號入座。當然我希望你並不是這樣想，可是有多少次我們會幸免於這種行為呢？〕

很害怕看見這個現象，覺得是很懦弱的行為。可是有時自己也不禁做起這種事來。It's comfy to be a coward. It's not necessary to confront everything as long as you could get to the real world through the internet. The reality is hazed over by imagination and illusion. What is left to be confronted is solitude. The absolute solitude, which is not acquired by a peaceful mind. When did people start relying upon the Internet for communication? Given that the discussion on communication itself could be complicated enough, how could I balance myself between the advanced convenient usage of technology and the rawness and pureness of my natural gift? After all, I hope that I'm the one who is in control.